Crabby >>>

Im bloging when i dont really feel like it so this could turn out terrible. Lets see i spent my day with conselours who used a voice that is so practiced and fake it makes you want to shoot yourself. I just have been crying most the day. I miss her. I hate that she is dead. Dead?.. Doesnt even seem real... God I want to die anymore. .. Ugh.. But i dont get too.. Kohl (ex bf/ current best friend) is no longer current best friend.. actually i prefer he fall in a hole somewhere... Okay this was moody and short but just to update you on how pissy I am... Well toodles!